在刑事司法體系中 In the criminal justice system,
性侵犯被認為 sexually based offenses
是特別可憎的罪行 are considered especially heinous.
在紐約市 有一群具有獻身精神的警探 In New York City, the dedicated detectives
全力調查這類重案 who investigate these vicious felonies
他們隸屬於一支精英團隊 are members of an elite squad
被稱為「特殊受害者小組」 known as the Special Victims Unit.
以下是他們的故事 These are their stories.
我領子上有個皺褶 There's a crease in my collar.
看不出來的 喬什 Nobody can tell, Josh.
覺得我的眉毛太濃密了嗎 Think my eyebrows are too bushy?
真是不敢相信你竟然要結婚了 I cannot believe somebody's actually marrying you.
天啊 這日子還有誰給我打電話 Ah, man. Who is calling me today?
未知來電 Unknown caller.
大約是從中國撥過來的自動電話吧 It's probably one of those Chinese robo-calls.
也可能是病人吧 來吧 給我手機 Or it's a patient. Here, give me my phone.
-不 別 -作為心理醫生 - No... Hey... - You know, for a shrink
-你也太緊張了 -你要想談問題嗎 阿蘭 - you're incredibly uptight. - You wanna talk issues, Alan?
-來吧 來吧 -我們答應了拉娜 - Come on, come on. - Ah, we promised Lana,
今天不接病人的電話的 no patient phone calls today.
你們幹什麼 小孩子嗎 What are you guys, 12 years old?
他們能在你的大喜之日把你踢出教堂嗎 Can they kick you out of church on your wedding day?
-貝絲帶了大麻 -等會吸的 - Beth has weed. - For later.
我今天要結婚啦 I am getting married today.
如果幸運的話 今晚就能懷孕 And if I'm lucky, pregnant tonight.
為此舉杯 Well, cheers to that.
踏入婚姻需要虔誠 Marriage is to be entered into reverently,
深思熟慮 deliberately,
其目的必須要符合 in accordance with the purpose for which
上帝的旨意 it was instituted by God.
如果在場的各位有合理原因 If anyone assembled here has just cause
認為新郎新娘 why this man and this woman
不應該結合在一起 should not be joined together,
請現在提出來或永遠保持沉默 speak now or forever hold your peace.
我反對 I do.
而且我有很好的理由 And I have a good reason.
喬什 她是誰 Josh, who is that?
亨斯利醫生強姦了我 Dr. Hensley raped me.
打擾了 神父 Excuse me, Father.
我不知道該怎麼辦 I didn't know what else to do.
給我們打電話是正確的做法 You did the right thing by calling us.
大家都在裡面 Everyone's inside.
但是我得告訴你們 場面不好看 But I have to tell you, it's not pretty.
婚宴場地就在那裡的右手邊 The wedding party is over there on the right.
本內特小姐在這裡 Miss Bennett is over here.
你好 我是本森警督 Hi, I'm Lieutenant Benson.
上帝啊 我很抱歉 Oh my God, I am so sorry.
我只是想幫忙 I was just trying to help.
聽說過電話這種東西嗎 Ever heard of a phone?
我是卡里西警探 I'm Detective Carisi.
-你就是新郎 是吧 -是的 是我 - Now, you gotta be the groom, right? - Yes, yeah.
我們找個地方把事情說清楚吧 Let's go someplace and straighten this all out.
-我不會離開我妻子的 -你們還沒結婚呢 - I'm not leaving my wife. - She's not your wife yet!
聽我的吧 你這會兒不想呆在這裡 Take my advice, you don't wanna be here right now.
我的上帝啊 拉娜 Oh, my God. Lana.
拉娜 我愛你 聽到嗎 我愛你 Lana, I love you, okay? I love you!
我們不如找個安靜的地方好好聊聊吧 Why don't we go someplace where we can talk more quietly?
拉娜 有朝一日你會感謝我的 Lana, one day you're gonna thank me for this.
-你別跟她說話 -抱歉 - Do not speak to her! - Hey, excuse me.
請你退後點 你們倆都是 我們走吧 Back up, please, both of you. Let's go.
我只是希望有人知情 I just wanted somebody to know.
現在大家都知道了 Well, now everyone does.
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我們不如從頭說起吧 Why don't we start from the beginning?
你是怎麼認識喬什·亨斯利的 How did you even meet Josh Hensley?
他以前是我的心理醫生 He was my therapist.
三個月之前在我母親去世後 I went to see him three months ago
我去找他治療過 after my mom passed away.
關於你母親的事我很遺憾 Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about your mother.
當時約診的時間是什麼時候 And when was that appointment?
是12月11日 It was December 11th.
要知道 我只是想找人聊聊 You know, I just wanted somebody to talk to.
我們很理解這種事情有多艱難 Well, we certainly understand how difficult this could be.
在事發之前你去找他治療了幾回 How many times had you seen him before the incident?
我是說 沒幾回 那是我第一次去做心理治療 I mean, never, it was my first time going to therapy.
我都不知道會發生什麼 I didn't even know what to expect.
好吧 那麼 你是幾點鐘到的 Okay. So, what time did you arrive?
是下班後 6點15分吧 Well, it was after work, so... 6:15.
好吧 當時有人在那嗎 Okay, was anybody else there?
當時 There were...
我想說 在他工作的診所裡 I mean, there were a lot of other doctors
有許多其他的醫生 in the medical suite where he worked.
我是打電話跟前台預約的 I made the appointment with the receptionist on the phone,
但是當我到那的時候她肯定回家了 but by the time I got there she must've gone home.
好的 那麼發生了什麼 Okay, so what happened?
他一開始挺親和的 Well, he was just really nice at first.
表現的很專業 He was professional.
我告訴了他 你知道 我的事情 And I gave him, you know, my history.
我是獨生女 我小的時候父親就離開了 I'm an only child, my father left when I was a kid.
我都是太思念媽媽了所以就開始哭泣 And I just missed my mom so much that I started to cry.
亨斯利醫生在那時候走過來 And that's when Dr. Hensley came,
緊挨著我坐在沙發上 and sat on the couch next to me.
他問是否能擁抱我 And he asked if he could give me a hug.
-他說那很正常 -不是的 - He said that it was normal. - It's not.
他擁抱我 他撫摸我的頭髮 And he gave me hug, and he stroked my hair.
我知道那麼做不合適 And I knew that it was inappropriate,
但是我當時不敢忤逆他 but I was too afraid to challenge him.
好吧 Okay.
就在那時他把我推倒 And that's when he pushed me back,
把手伸進我的裙子 拉下我的內褲 he put his hand up my skirt, he pulled down my underwear,
然後我讓他住手 但是他不聽 and that is when I told him to stop, but he didn't listen.
他強行進入了我的身體 He just forced himself inside of me.
完事的時候我就像個布娃娃一樣躺在那裡 And I laid there like a ragdoll while he finished.
我無法相信在我結婚的日子 I cannot believe that I am here with a detective
我和警探在一起 on my wedding day.
那個女人叫什麼名字 What's this woman's name?
-凱蒂·本內特 -我不知道她是誰 - Kitty Bennett. - I have no idea who that is.
所以此案是認錯人了嗎 So this is a case of mistaken identity?
我不知道 但我很清楚我沒有強姦她 I don't know, but I sure as hell didn't rape her.
好吧 那就是她在撒謊嗎 All right, so she's lying?
你說啊 You tell me.
我只知道她毀了我的大喜之日 All I know is she just ruined the best day of my life.
你跟別人談起過這起強姦嗎 Did you tell anyone about the rape,
朋友 家裡人 a friend, a family member,
同事 有說到過嗎 a co-worker, anyone at all?
沒有 No.
我是說 我太羞愧了 I mean, I was just too ashamed.
我覺得沒有人會相信我 I thought that nobody would believe me.
那你第二天做了什麼 So what did you do the next day?
我第二天向我工作的廣告公司請了病假 I called in sick at the ad agency where I worked.
因為這個事我多日無法上班 But I missed so much time because of this,
公司解雇了我 they've let me go.
我很抱歉 Oh, I'm so sorry.
在亨斯利醫生性侵你之後 Did you have any contact with Dr. Hensley
你跟他還有接觸嗎 after he sexually assaulted you?
是否通過電話或者寫過郵件 Any phone calls or emails?
如果有的話也沒關係 And it's okay if you did.
你從何渠道得知他今天結婚的呢 How did you know he was getting married today?
照片墻 Instagram.
我開始去看他的照片 I started to look at his photos.
我知道這挺瘋狂的 是嗎 I know that it's crazy, right?
在類似的事件發生後 Well, it's normal to be curious
感到好奇也很正常 after something like this happens.
我想說 我從未想過 I mean, I never thought
警方會介入調查此事 that the police would be getting involved.
但是你的確希望人們知道 But you did want people to know that...
他強姦過你 he had raped you.
我想我是希望他得到懲罰 I guess I wanted him to be punished.
你懂得 像我那樣被羞辱 You know, to be humiliated like I was.
我得跟拉娜說話 You know, I gotta talk to Lana.
要知道 我得確保她沒事 You know, I gotta make sure that she's okay.
我可以告訴你她不可能沒事 Well, I can tell you that she's not okay.
大家都走了 好嗎 And everybody's gone, okay?
凱蒂·本內特說她是你的一位病人 Hey, Kitty Bennett says that she is a patient of yours.
什麼 What?
她在12月份在母親過世後找你治療過 She came to see you in December after her mom died.
很明顯 她頭腦不清楚 因為她從來沒找過我 Well, clearly, she's not well, because that never happened.
好吧 我來告訴你 All right, well, let me tell you
接下來會發生什麼吧 what's gonna happen next, okay?
我們會去你的辦公室 我們會篩查 We're gonna go to your office, we're gonna comb through
你的預約記錄 你所有的文件 your appointment book, all your files.
如果凱蒂曾經的確來找過你治療 And if Kitty was ever a patient of yours,
-我們會找到蛛絲馬跡的 -太棒了 我們現在就去 - we're gonna figure that out. - Great, let's go right now.
因為沒有這樣的文件 收費記錄也不存在 Because there's no file, there's no billing record.
不管是什麼能讓這噩夢遠離我 I mean, whatever's gonna make this nightmare go away.
幫忙讓我們理解 為什麼這位女士會指控你 Help us understand why this woman is accusing you.
我也想知道 I wish that I knew.
或許這不是強姦 或許就是風流史 Maybe it wasn't a rape, maybe it was a fling,
你懂得 在你婚前你們有過一段 you know, like you guys do before you get married.
我從未背叛過拉娜 從來沒有 I have never cheated on Lana, ever.
這件事會毀了我的 你們懂嗎 I mean, this is gonna destroy me, you understand?
你們得幫幫我 You gotta help me.
凱蒂表現出了極大的自責 I mean, Kitty is exhibiting all the guilt
和自我厭惡 典型的強姦受害者 and the self-loathing, typical of rape victims.
亨斯利發誓他這輩子都沒有見過她 And Hensley swears that he never saw her in his life.
你相信他嗎 卡里西 Do you believe him, Carisi?
我覺得他很堅決 我相信他 I mean he's adamant, I'll give him that.
目前為止 凱蒂的陳述都是確認了的 Well, so far, Kitty's story checks out.
亨斯利醫生的確在照片墻上發布了 Dr. Hensley did post a photo of his rehearsal dinner
一張婚宴彩排的照片 on his Instagram page.
我們能不能確認 So, can we confirm this
12月的這次治療的預約情況 therapy appointment in December?
切爾西診所周一早上七點開門 Chelsea Medical opens up at 7:00 A.M. On Monday.
完美 Perfect.
切爾西醫療診所 第八大道296號 三月十八日 星期一
切爾西診所 Chelsea Medical.
楊醫生 請等一下 Dr. Young... one second.
周五上午十點的光子嫩膚 Uh, Friday at 10:00 for a chemical peel.
好的 到時候見 Great, we'll see you then.
你好 我們是特害組 Hi. We're from SVU.
我們需要確認亨斯利醫生的一個預約 We just need to confirm an appointment of Dr. Hensley's:
12月11日 6點15分 病人姓名是凱蒂·本內特 December 11th, at 6:15, a patient named Kitty Bennett.
亨斯利醫生在度蜜月 Dr. Hensley's on his honeymoon.
的確 我們只是想要 Right, we just need to take a look at
看一下他的預約本 his appointment book, though.
如果不是太麻煩的話 If it's not too much trouble.
這會涉及醫患隱私協議嗎 Isn't that a HIPAA violation?
不會 我們不需要看任何醫療記錄 No, we don't need to see any medical records
或其他什麼 所以沒有關係 or anything, so it's good.
好的 Okay.
12月11日嗎 For December 11th?
-沒錯 -是的 - Mm-hmm. - That's right.
那天6點15分沒有任何預約 There was no appointment for 6:15 that day.
好的 這都是用鉛筆寫的嗎 Okay, these are written in pencil?
所以也就有可能有人 So is it possible that somebody could have
把預約擦掉了 erased the appointment?
如果病人取消或者改期 If a patient cancels or changes the date.
-好的 -好的 謝謝 - Okay. - All right, thank you.
你記住了亨斯利 Did you catch the name
那天下一個預約的名字是誰嗎 of Hensley's next appointment that day?
漢娜·伯科威茨 電話號碼也記住了 Hannah Berkowitz. Clocked the phone number, too.
好的 如果凱蒂在這裡 Okay, good. So if Kitty was here,
那漢娜也許會看見她離開 maybe Hannah saw her leave.
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我一般預約在周二的7點15分 Tuesdays at 7:15 is my usual appointment,
但12月11日 那天我沒有去 but December 11th... that was the day that I no-showed.
我從費城參加一場大型表演會回來 I was coming from a big recital in Philly,
在收費公路上遇到了很可笑的車流 and I ran into some ridiculous traffic on the turnpike.
沒有出現嗎 好吧 那謝謝你的配合 No-show, huh? All right, thanks for your time.
當然 Sure.
這樣 我可以問你一個私人問題嗎 You know what, can I ask you a personal question?
亨斯利醫生有沒有對你做過不適當的事 Was Dr. Hensley ever inappropriate with you?
怎麼個不適當 Inappropriate how?
比如 他有靠近你的身體嗎 Like, did he come on to you?
我是同性戀 我兩年前出櫃的 I'm gay. I came out two years ago.
是亨斯利醫生幫助我正確面對 Dr. Hensley was the one who helped me feel comfortable
我的性取向 with my sexuality.
他有什麼麻煩了嗎 Is he in some kind of trouble?
他的其中一位女性病人 Um, one of his female patients
可能有些情況 may have had some issues.
等一下 她是叫凱蒂·本內特嗎 Wait a minute. Is her name Kitty Bennett?
-你知道她嗎 -現實中不認識 - You know her? - Not in real life,
但她在照片墻上追蹤過我 but she stalked me on Instagram.
我在亨斯利醫生的一張照片下留了言 I left a comment on one of Dr. Hensley's photos,
她之後就加了我 and she followed me after that.
還給我發私信 Then came the private messages.
這些私信是關於什麼的 What were those messages about?
她堅持我們應該一起喝杯咖啡 She kept insisting that we get coffee
吐槽一下亨斯利醫生 to talk trash about Dr. Hensley.
但你從來沒有去見她嗎 But you never met up with her?
我都沒有和我的最好的朋友說我在做治療的事 I don't even talk to my best friend about my therapy.
我可不想對什麼陌生人掏心掏肺 I'm not about to spill my guts to some rando,
特別是關於一個幾乎是救了我的命的人 especially about someone who pretty much saved my life.
這是你和凱蒂的唯一聯繫嗎 So that's the only contact that you had with Kitty?
我犯了個錯誤回覆了她的第一條私信 Well, I made the mistake of replying to her first message.
她認為那是個邀請然後就每天給我發私信 She took that as an invitation to write me every day
大概 持續了一個月 for, like, a month.
我最終把她拉黑了 I finally had to block her.
這人完全是個神經病 That chick is straight-up psycho.
我追蹤了亨斯利醫生的 I tracked three of Dr. Hensley's
其他三名女性病人 other female patients.
她們說起他都是讚賞有加 They had nothing but nice things to say about him.
與此同時 凱蒂·本內特在法律上 Well, meanwhile, Kitty Bennett's got more than
得到了比她應得的多的關照 her fair share of run-ins with the law.
有行為不檢 幾次小偷小摸被逮捕 Got disorderly conduct, a few shop-lifting arrests,
還有我最喜歡的 禁制令 and my personal favorite... restraining order.
是誰提出的禁制令 Who filed for the restraining order?
一個叫博·阿爾布雷克特的男人 Guy by the name of Bo Albrecht.
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凱蒂·本內特 Kitty Bennett?
她是要控告我什麼嗎 She's accusing me of something?
因為要知道她就是個瘋子 好嗎 Because you know she's loony tunes, right?
你曾經和她約會過嗎 Uh, you were going out with her?
我在烹飪課上見過她一次 I met her one time at a cooking class.
我提到我喜歡她做的舒芙蕾 I mentioned I liked her soufflé.
接下去我知道的事 就是她塞爆了我的臉書信息欄 Next thing I know, she's blowing up my Facebook Messenger.
好吧 那你們倆之間 Okay, was there some
有沒有調情過 flirtation going on between you two?
我只是想表現得和善一點 I was just trying to be nice.
之後他發現了我是個教練 Then she found out I was a trainer,
她就開始給我發她每天做的那些 started sending me daily exercise videos of herself
性感體操鍛煉的視頻 in these sexy gym outfits.
這時候 我就告訴她我是有女朋友的 Well, that's when I told her I had a girlfriend.
我猜這進行得不太順利 I'm guessing that didn't go too well.
她指控我誤導了她 She accused me of leading her on,
然後我就拉黑她了 so I blocked her.
這更是火上澆油了 That only added fuel to the fire.
她沒有停止騷擾你嗎 She didn't stop harassing you?
不止我 還有我女朋友 Not me, my girlfriend.
凱蒂查到梅根在紅貓餐廳做服務員 Kitty found out Megan waited tables at The Red Cat.
某次梅根上班時她就會出現 She showed up during one of Megan's shifts,
跟梅根說我在追她 told her I was hitting on her.
那時候我就拉她去法院申請了禁制令 That's when I took her to court and got a restraining order.
你們逮捕了亨斯利醫生了嗎 Did you arrest Dr. Hensley yet?
還有一些事我們得先理理清楚 Well, there are a few things that we need to clear up first.
比如呢 Like what?
我們和一些 Well, we spoke to a few people
你曾經聯繫過的人談過了 that you've been in contact with,
虛擬世界的陌生人 virtual strangers, really.
而且就我所知 And from what I understand,
你的某些行為 you've engaged in some behavior that
看上去像是跟蹤者 might be considered stalking.
你和博談過了 Did you talk to Bo?
那他有沒有告訴你他騙了我 Mm-hmm. Oh, and did he tell you that he lied to me
-說他是單身 -但是法官 - and said that he was single? - And that the judge
給了他一張針對你的禁制令 gave him a restraining order against you.
那是給他女朋友的 That was for his girlfriend.
當我在法庭裡看見他們兩個人 我說我很抱歉 And when I saw them both in court, I said I was sorry.
我當時道歉了 I mean, I apologized.
凱蒂 我們也和漢娜·伯科威茨談過了 Okay, Kitty, we also spoke with Hannah Berkowitz.
好吧 聽著 Okay, look...
對於漢娜我可能是有些過了 I may have, like, crossed a line with Hannah,
但我只是極度想要和同樣是 but I was just desperate to talk to somebody
亨斯利醫生的病人聊一聊 知道嗎 who had seen Dr. Hensley, you know?
我想要知道他為什麼找上了我 I-I wanted to understand why he had targeted me.
我們也和亨斯利醫生的前台聊了聊 We spoke with Dr. Hensley's receptionist,
而且沒有任何你的預約記錄 and there's no record of any appointment.
你的意思是 這都是我瞎編的嗎 What are you saying, that I made this up?
我只是想要理解究竟發生了什麼 I'm just trying to understand what really happened.
聽著 我並不是什麼唱詩班女孩 I mean, look, I'm not like some choir girl.
我一生中做了很多錯誤的決定 I've made some bad decisions in my life,
這就是他覺得他可以逃脫懲罰的原因 but that is why he thought he could get away with this.
你知道嗎 你們在證明他是對的 And you know something? You're proving him right.
不 No.
凱蒂 不如我們從頭再來一遍 好嗎 Kitty, how 'bout we start over? Okay?
凱蒂 我想要相信你 真的 Kitty, I want to believe you, I do.
我們為什麼不坐下來 Why don't we have a seat?
但我需要你來幫助我 But I need you to help me.
關於那天晚上的事 Are there any details from that night
你還能想起什麼細節來嗎 that you can remember?
比如 他知道 一個身體特徵 Maybe, you know, a physical characteristic
或者他的氣味 任何的細節 or the way he smelled... any detail at all.
我只記得 我躺在紅色真皮沙發上 I mean, I just remember lying on that red leather couch
死盯著天花板 and staring up at the ceiling
祈禱這一切趕緊結束 and just praying for it to be over.
我辦公室的確有張真皮沙發 I do have a leather couch in my office.
是紫紅色 不是紅色 It's burgundy, not red.
管它紅色還是酒紅色 我們又不是開染料廠的 Red, burgundy... we're not really Sherwin-Williams here.
那麼 如果她從沒去過你的辦公室她是怎麼知道的 So, how would she know that if she was never there?
他的專業介紹網頁 His professional web page.
有一張喬什坐在辦公桌前的照片 There's a photo of Josh at his desk.
沙發就在背景裡 The couch is in the background.
為什麼要誣告你呢 Why make this false accusation against you?
我也不知道啊 這邊請 I have no idea. Please.
有沒有可能你偶然和這位女士 Is there any chance that you had a casual interaction
打過交道 比如說可能 with this woman, something that maybe
讓她誤以為在調情之類的 she construed as flirtatious?
我真的是 毫無頭緒啊 I just... I cannot think of anything.
她以前有過這種事情嗎 Does she have a history of this kind of thing?
我們還在調查之中 Well, we're still investigating.
你的手機或社交媒體帳號 But has anything come up on your phone
有沒有出現過什麼不尋常的事情 or social media accounts that seems out of the ordinary?
上個月有人給喬什發色情短信 發了一堆裸照 Last month somebody sexted Josh a bunch of nude pics.
你現在才想起來嗎 You just bringing this up now?
坦白說 我不覺得有什麼關係 Honestly, I didn't see the connection.
我的意思是 這些照片都是不同的女人 I mean, the photos were all different women
好像是從色情網站下載的 like they were pulled from a porno site.
我覺得就是垃圾信息吧 I figured it was just spam.
那個約會檔案呢 And what about that dating profile?
等等 什麼檔案 Hold on, what profile?
我的工作郵箱收到了封郵件 I got an email at my work address.
裡面有一個喬什約會檔案頁面的鏈接 It was a link to Josh's dating profile page.
我從來沒幹過網上約會這種事 And I've never done any online dating.
我很生氣 但等我細看時 I was furious, but when I really looked at it,
我可以看出是假的 I could tell it was fake.
我是說 喬什的照片谷歌上可以找到 I mean, the photos of Josh were also on Google and,
而且一些信息也是錯的 some of the information was wrong.
那你回覆郵件了嗎 想弄清楚是誰發的 Did you reply to the email, try to figure out who sent it?
第二天回覆了 但回信立刻就被退回了 The next day, but the reply just bounced right back.
而且 之前有過一次入室盜竊 Also, we had a burglary here.
什麼時候來著 大概兩個月前吧 It was about, uh, what was that, like, two months ago?
我們向第11分局報過案了 And we reported it to the 11th Precinct.
有什麼東西被偷了嗎 Was anything stolen?
沒有 我們覺得大概是小孩子搗蛋吧 No, no, I mean, we figured it was just some kids.
他們所做的就就把一瓶番茄汁 All they did was they poured a bottle of tomato juice
倒在了我們的婚禮請帖上 all over our wedding invitations.
好吧 那麼現在他們在說 All right, so now they're saying
我闖進了他們的公寓嗎 I broke into their apartment?
-是你嗎 -不是 - Did you? - No.
短信 假冒約會檔案 The text, the fake dating profile,
這些都可以追蹤到你之前的工作 those tracked back to your old job.
你在騷擾他們 You were harassing these people.
不是 我只是在保護拉娜 No, I mean, I was just trying to protect Lana.
我是說 她需要知道真相 I mean, she needed to know the truth
知道自己未婚夫的真面目 about the man she was gonna marry.
那麼或許你偶然遇到了亨斯利醫生 So maybe you met Dr. Hensley in the city, right?
你認為他迷上你了 You thought he was attracted to you,
所以你就在照片墻上找他 so you looked him up on Instagram
結果發現他已經訂婚了 and you found out he was engaged?
不是 我是找他治療的 No, I saw him for therapy.
好吧 好吧 凱蒂 Okay, okay. Kitty...
你所陳述的事情錯漏百出 There are so many inconsistencies in your story.
我們只想弄明白到底發生了什麼 We're just trying to figure out what happened.
你還好嗎 You okay?
我的上帝啊 Oh, my God.
凱蒂 你懷孕了嗎 Kitty, are you pregnant?
在我被強姦之後 大姨媽就沒來過 I mean, after I was raped, I just missed my period.
當時我真的希望是因為我太焦慮了 And I was really hoping it was from the stress,
但隨後我在早晨就開始感到噁心 but then I started feeling nauseous in the morning.
在你們來之前我做了早孕測試 I took the test right before you got here.
我懷孕了 是他幹的 I'm pregnant, and he did this to me.
是的 我一直都盼望著做個媽媽 Yeah, and I always dreamed of being a mom.
五歲時我有個娃娃 名字叫菲比 I had this doll when I was five, Penelope.
還有玩具奶瓶和尿布 She came with a bottle and a diaper.
我幻想中的丈夫是 My imaginary husband was this
名叫塞巴斯蒂安的白馬王子 handsome prince named Sebastian.
我萬萬沒想到我孩子的父親 I never thought that my baby's father
會是強姦我的那個人 would be a man who raped me.
好的 我把這些發給實驗室 Okay, I'll send these off to the lab.
好的 希望你能加急處理一下 萬分感謝 Yeah, if you could put a rush on that, I'd appreciate it.
-沒問題 -多謝 - Good. - Thank you.
凱蒂 我知道這和你想象中的肯定不一樣 So, Kitty, I know that it doesn't feel like it...
但你很堅強 你會順利度過這一關的 But you're strong, and you're gonna get through this.
法官不能逼我留下這個孩子 Well, a judge can't make me keep it.
是的 當然不能 No, of course not.
很好 因為如果亨斯利醫生 Good, 'cause if Dr. Hensley tries
想要阻止我墮胎的話 to stop me from getting an abortion...
聽我說 即使他是孩子的父親 Listen, even if he is the father,
他也沒有權利那樣做 he has no right to do that.
很好 因為我不可能會 Good, 'cause I could never love a baby
疼愛魔鬼的孩子 who was conceived by a monster.
你認為我不應該墮胎嗎 You don't think I should keep it?
要知道 這要你自己做決定 You know, whatever... whatever you decide.
你會怎麼辦 What would you do?
如果是我的話 If it was me...
我會 我會 You know, I'm... I'm, um...
我很難客觀地做決定 It's hard for me to be objective.
但我認為你現在的狀態不太好 But I think that you're raw right now,
等過了一段時間之後你會發現 and with some distance you'll realize that...
這個孩子也流著你的血 that this baby is half yours.
無論你身上發生了什麼事 And no matter what happened to you,
這個孩子 he or she...
是無辜的 It's not their fault.
隨你怎麼說 要是我 All right, and if I wait
再等下去想墮胎就太晚了 and it's too late to do anything...
是的 但這就是你 Yeah, but that's why maybe,
或許應該和別人談談的原因所在了 maybe you should talk to someone.
再找個心理醫生嗎 還是算了吧 Another psychologist? No, thank you.
我是說 等到實驗室的結果出來 I mean, as soon as these labs come back,
我就直接去診所 I'm going right to the clinic.
我要趕緊處理掉這東西 I'm getting rid of this thing.
如果這個女人堅持說是我讓她懷孕了 If this woman is insisting I impregnated her,
那她一定是有某種人格障礙 she must have some kind of personality disorder
她需要專業幫助 and she needs help.
等到結果出來 我會立即通知你的 When the results come back, you'll be my first call.
-謝謝 -謝了 菲茨 - Thanks. - Thanks, Fitz.
等到DNA結果證明我的清白 So once this DNA test clears me,
這些麻煩就結束了 對吧 this will all be over, right?
不一定 Not necessarily.
但我不是孩子的父親啊 But I'm not the father.
整件事都是她編造的 That means she's fabricating the entire thing.
咱們還是一步一步來吧 Well, let's just take this one step at a time.
好吧 Fine.
但等到這個案子撤訴 But after this case is dropped,
我要起訴這個女人 I'm gonna sue this woman for every penny
讓她傾家蕩產 in her bank account.
你沒事吧 You okay?
沒事 Sure.
你的媽不像凱蒂那樣 Kitty is not your mom.
難說 也可能很像 Well, she might as well be.
在我15歲的時候 When I was 15 years old,
我無意聽到她打電話 I overheard her on the phone...
在和某人聊天 Talking to someone.
我聽到她說 And I heard her say,
「我怎麼可能疼愛 "How could I love someone
一個魔鬼的 That was conceived by...
孩子」 A monster?"
凱蒂就是這麼 That's exactly what...
這麼跟我說的 what Kitty said to me.
抱歉 我是不是 Sorry, should I...
什麼事 What?
親子鑒定結果出來了 是匹配的 The paternity came back. It's a match.
逮捕他 Pick him up.
-又怎麼了 -壞消息 醫生 - Ugh, what now? - Bad news, Doc.
親子鑒定結果出來了 你就是孩子的父親 Paternity test came back, and you're it.
-天啊 -這肯定是搞錯了 - God. - There must be some mistake here.
-DNA不會撒謊 -拉娜 聽我說 - DNA doesn't lie. - Lana, listen to me.
-我沒有強姦那個女人 -閉嘴 - I did not rape that woman. - Shut up!
你他媽就安靜一會吧 Just shut up for once in your life!
-快點閉嘴 -這點上我支持拉娜 - Just shut up! - I'm with Lana on this one.
-把雙手放在背後 -拉娜 拉娜 - Put your hands behind your back. - Lana, Lana!
我愛你 聽到了嗎 不要放棄我 I love you, all right? Do not give up on me!
-我們走吧 -拉娜 我愛你 - Let's go. - Lana! I love you!
我沒有強姦凱蒂 I didn't rape Kitty.
那你該怎麼解釋她懷上了 So how else do you explain her being pregnant
你的孩子 with your unborn child?
-我只對一件事撒了謊 -只有一件事嗎 - I lied about one thing. - Oh, only one.
好吧 不止一件 Okay, more than one.
但凱蒂和我 我們是你情我願的 But Kitty and I, we had consensual sex,
三次之後就和她分手了 three times before I ended it.
之前我不敢承認 I couldn't admit it before...
DNA結果出來才沒法否認了吧 Only after the DNA came back.
她當著我全家人的面指控我強姦她 She accused me of rape in front of my entire family.
你演的挺像的 You are very convincing.
你那張嘴裡說出來的話我一個字都不信 And I don't believe a word that comes out of your mouth.
至少能聽我說完嗎 Will you at least just hear me out?
還有什麼好說的 What do you got? Hmm?
凱蒂根本不是我的病人 好嗎 Kitty was never my patient, okay?
我們是在她家附近的酒吧認識的 We met at a bar around the corner from where she lives.
好的 那家酒叫什麼名字 Okay, does this bar have a name?
有 名字叫「空房間」 Yeah, it's the Empty Room.
在第九和第十大街之間的20號 It's on 20th between Ninth and Tenth.
離凱蒂的公寓一個街區 It's a block from Kitty's apartment.
還說自己不會背叛拉娜呢 So much for not cheating on Lana.
是啊 他可真是創意十足 Yeah, I'll give him an A for creativity.
好的 讓我猜猜看 Okay, so let me guess.
你在酒吧裡然後凱蒂過來勾引你了 You're at the bar and Kitty came on to you?
不 不完全是 No, not exactly.
她一個人坐在吧檯那裡 She was sitting alone at the bar,
我給她買了杯酒 I bought her a drink,
和她聊了大概十分鐘 talked to her for about ten minutes,
然後意識到可以很容易把這個女人搞上床 and realized how easy this was gonna be.
那麼為什麼凱蒂堅持說她是你的病人呢 So why does Kitty claim that she was her patient?
因為她要報復我 明白嗎 Because she's vindictive, okay?
你不相信我 And you don't believe me.
-畢竟你對我撒謊了 -好的 這樣吧 - Lie to me once... - Okay, you know what?
凱蒂和我第二次上床之後 After the second time that Kitty and I slept together,
她把公寓鑰匙給我了 給你 she gave me a key to her apartment, here.
公寓樓4B室 Apartment 4B.
凱蒂·本內特的公寓 西第二十一大街91號 三月廿二日 星期五
鑒於這個案件的走向 Giving how this case is going,
你便會知道這個電梯是壞的 you just knew the elevator would be out.
麗芙一切都還好嗎 Liv doing okay with all this?
還好 儘管這次很難熬 但她在努力處理 Yeah, it's a tough one, but she's handling it.
-4B室 -對啊 - 4B. - Yeah.
你確定這是合適的吧 You sure this is kosher?
對 你直接插進去 看看合不合適 Yeah, go ahead, stick it in, see if it fits.
不行 但他為啥用這種那麼愚蠢的方式來玩弄我們 No. Okay, but why play us with something so stupid
如果他知道這不是她的鑰匙 if he knows it's not her key?
我們去看一下監控吧 Let's go to the videotape.
凱蒂大樓的管理員 The manager for Kitty's building
把凱蒂那層樓近六個月的 pulled the last six months of security footage
監控錄像給調出來了 from the camera that was on Kitty's floor.
技術部找到了亨斯利宣稱 Yeah, TARU found the days Hensley claims
凱蒂把他帶回家那天的監控 Kitty took him home.
他倆都說謊了 They're both liars.
我知道這看起來不怎麼樣 I know how this looks.
凱蒂這看起來很像 Well, Kitty it looks like
你和喬什·亨斯利 you were in a consensual
是自願發生關係的 relationship with Josh Hensley.
好吧 Okay.
我是指 我之前的確是和喬什睡過了幾次 I mean, I did sleep with Josh a few times,
但那都是他在辦公室裡強姦我之後的事了 but it was after he raped me in his office.
在那件事上我並沒有撒謊 I'm not lying about that.
凱蒂 喬什說你們第一次見面是在 Kitty, Josh says that you two first met in a bar
一個叫空房間的酒吧裡 called The Empty Room.
我們問過那裡的酒保 We talked to the bartender,
他說他看到過你們在一起 he said he saw you two together.
對 但那是在我看完醫生幾天之後了 Yeah, but that was a few days after my appointment.
沒人可以證明你所說的預約 An appointment that nobody can confirm.
你把你家的鑰匙給他了嗎 Did you give him your key?
是的 但他把我甩了之後我就換鎖了 Yeah, but I changed the locks after he dumped me.
但這就是問題所在 對嗎 And that's what this is about, right?
我們都明白 肯定很難過 I mean, we know how, how hurt
在你和亨斯利睡過之後 you must have been after you slept with Hensley,
接著又發現他早訂婚了 and then you found out he was engaged.
他便結束了這段關係 你就開始跟蹤他 And he ended it, you started to stalk him.
不是的 事情不是這樣的 No, that is not how it happened.
好吧 好吧 Okay, okay.
那麼 凱蒂 到底怎麼回事 So, Kitty, how did it happen?
聽著 在他強姦我之後 Okay, look, after he raped me,
我在他公司外邊找他對峙 I went to confront him outside of his office.
你懂得 我告訴他我會把這件事上報給警察 You know, I told him that I was going to the police,
但他把我說服了 but he talked me out of it.
-怎麼說服你的 -他堅持說 - How? - Well, he insisted
我們應該去酒吧坐坐然後他可以向我解釋 that we go to a bar so he could explain himself.
你知道的 他說什麼我渴望被征服 You know, and he said that I wanted to be overpowered,
說這是一種疾病 that there's a condition for it...
叫「強姦幻想症」 "Erotic Rape Fantasy Disorder."
然後他又說 我撫弄我頭髮的樣子 And he said, like, how I played with my hair,
和我蹺二郎腿的方式 the way that I cross my legs
都是為了讓他能看到我的裙子裡面 so he could see under my skirt,
他說我在有意識的誘惑他 that I was consciously trying to seduce him.
然後呢 你就把他帶回家了 And then... and then you took him home?
他說我有性方面的問題 He said that I had intimacy issues.
我對我母親的悲痛 You know, that the grief from my mom
掩蓋了我真正的問題 was masking my real problems,
然後他說他願意幫助我解決哪些問題 and that he would help me work that out.
聽著 我很抱歉 Look, I'm sorry.
我知道我搞砸了 I know I screwed this up.
喬什現在在監獄嗎 Is Josh in jail now?
他被傳訊了 但他做了保釋 He was arraigned, but he made bail,
所以如果他試圖聯繫你的話 請務必告訴我們 so if he tries to contact you, you gotta let us know.
這樣凱蒂 我們將會 So Kitty, we're gonna continue
繼續調查下去 with the investigation.
但如果還有一些其他的事情 你必須 But if there's anything else, you have...
沒有了 我保證 There isn't, I promise.
我真的很抱歉 And I am so sorry,
我之前沒有告訴你全部的事實 that I didn't tell you the whole truth.
我們會保持聯繫的 We'll be in touch.
她來這做什麼 What is she doing here?
你不是受害者 我才是 You're not the victim... I am!
我懷了你那個噁心的未婚夫的孩子 I have your disgusting fiancé's baby in my belly!
-請離我遠點 -凱蒂 別這樣 - Please, leave me alone. - Kitty, don't do this.
她為什麼那麼恨我 Why does she hate me so much?
她才是那個毀了我生活的人 She's the one who destroyed my life.
我覺得這可能和你的未婚夫 Well, I think that that might have something
有些關係 to do with your fiancé.
上週末我走在教堂的走廊上準備結婚 Last weekend I was walking down the aisle to get married
而現在 and now...
這個噩夢只會朝更壞的方向發展 This nightmare just keeps getting worse.
喬什終於告訴我在我們訂婚的期間 Josh finally told me that he had an affair with her
和她發生了婚外情 while we were engaged.
我聽說了 I heard.
拉娜 我們能稍微談一下這個嗎 So Lana, can we talk about that?
你和喬什第一次見面是什麼時候 When did you and Josh first meet?
喬什曾經是我的心理醫生 Josh was my therapist.
但不是你想的那樣 But it wasn't like that.
在我停止治療後 We didn't start seeing each other
我們才開始約會的 until after I stopped seeing him professionally.
我是個房地產中介 I'm a real estate broker.
喬什聯繫我說他想在曼哈頓 Josh reached out to me when he started looking for
找一間頂層公寓 a loft in Manhattan.
然後你們開始花很多時間在一起 And that's when you two started spending time together?
我當時在和另一個男的約會 I was going out with another guy at the time,
但他說服我讓我斷了 and he convinced me to break it off.
那是你想要的嗎 Is that what you wanted?
喬什一直對我都很好 Josh has always been really good to me.
喬什教我 Josh taught me about
聽古典音樂 classical music,
還有看俄語小說 and Russian novels.
他帶我去看畫展和博物館 He took me to art galleries and museums.
那些都是你喜歡去做的事嗎 Are those things that you like to do?
喬什做所有的決定 Josh makes all the decisions.
比如 比如呢 Like... like what?
比如說 我們做愛的時候 Like, in the bedroom.
所以他喜歡占主導地位 He likes to be dominant.
那麼 你也喜歡那這樣嗎 Is that... is that what you like?
當然 Sure.
今天和拉娜聊的怎麼樣 Hey, how'd it go with Lana today?
天啊 她有點問題 Oh, she is a mess.
這個喬什·亨斯利真的對她產生了很大的影響 This Josh Hensley is really doing a number on her.
-她還在維護他嗎 -更糟了 - She's still defending him? - Oh, it gets better.
準備好聽這個了嗎 他曾經是她的心理醫生 You ready for this? He was her therapist.
-天啊 -對啊 - What? - Yes.
雖然她說他們是在她停止去看病之後 I mean, she says that they didn't start dating until after
才開始約會的 she stopped seeing him.
但他知道怎麼讓她上鉤 But by then he knows exactly what makes her tick.
-怎麼去操控她 -對啊 - And how to manipulate her. - Right.
他對她的掌控完全是病態的 His power over her is almost pathological.
我開始懷疑凱蒂實際上在告訴我們 I'm starting to think that Kitty actually told us
事情的真相 the truth about what happened
-在辦公室裡 -回去然後和強姦你的人睡 - in that office... - Go back and sleep with your rapist...
-我們遇到過這樣的 -是的 - we've seen it before. - We have.
我剛和第11分局的人通完電話 Hey, I just got a heads up from the 11 Precinct.
巡警正在喬什·亨斯利家 Patrol's responding to a 911 call
對一通報警電話做應對 at Josh Hensley's address right now.
我們走 Let's go.
什麼情況 Hey, what do we got?
似乎和一個女性入侵者發生的糾紛 Some kind of dispute with a female intruder.
-有她的名字嗎 -凱蒂·本內特 - Did you get her name? - Kitty Bennett.
好的 你有嘗試進屋嗎 Okay, did you try to go in?
警司說你認識涉案雙方 所以等你來 Sarge said you know the parties, wait for you.
-該來的還是要來的 -走吧 羅琳斯 - Here we go. - Okay, come on, Rollins.
-本森警督 -你沒事吧 - Lieutenant Benson! - Are you okay?
她說如果他不承認他強姦過她的話就會殺了他 She said she would kill him if he didn't admit he raped her.
凱蒂 凱蒂 把瓶子放下 Okay, Kitty. Kitty, put the bottle down.
好嗎 讓我們來談談 All right? Let's just have a conversation.
-你覺得我在說謊 -不 沒有 - You think I'm lying. - No, I don't.
-好吧 但她覺得我在說謊 -她的想法無關緊要 - Okay, well, she does. - Doesn't matter what she thinks.
聽著 你再往我這靠近的話 Listen, you come any closer to me,
-我就直接殺了他 -那樣的話我就必須要向你開槍了 - and I'm just gonna do it. - And then I'll have to shoot you.
凱蒂 拜託了 Kitty, please.
請放了他 然後和我談談吧 Please, let him go and just talk to me.
-和我說說話吧 -你到底想說什麼 - Just talk to me. - What do you wanna talk about?
你想聊在我身體裡 Huh? You wanna talk about this thing
生長的這個東西嗎 that's growing inside of me?
我向你保證 凱蒂 我們會找到解決方法的 I promise you, Kitty, we can figure that out.
-我們會挺過去的 -我並不想要這些事發生的 - We can get through that. - I didn't want any of this.
我知道你不想 我懂的 I know you didn't. I know that.
喬什 快點 告訴她真相 Josh, just do it, just tell her the truth!
好嗎 快告訴她 Okay? Just tell her!
你需要幫助 凱蒂 讓我們來幫助你 You need help, Kitty. Let us help you.
凱蒂 凱蒂 別聽他的 Kitty, Kitty, do not listen to him.
你覺得我需要你的幫助嗎 You think I need help from you?
像你以前那樣幫我 Like the way you helped me
說我有什麼「強姦幻想症」嗎 with my so-called "Rape Fantasy"? Huh?
還有你一直堅持那是我的錯 The way you insisted it was my fault,
說我的身體語言是張邀請函 how my body language was an invitation.
凱蒂 沒必要產生無謂的傷害 Kitty, nobody needs to get hurt here.
就因為我沒有反抗所以你覺得我想要你帶我走 How I wanted you to take me because I didn't fight back.
你知道嗎 喬什 也許我該殺了你 You know what, Josh? Maybe I should just kill you
這樣你就不會去傷害別人 so you don't hurt anybody else.
-凱蒂 凱蒂 凱蒂 -快殺了他 - Kitty, Kitty, Kitty... - Go ahead and kill him!
我知道你說的事實 I know you're telling the truth!
我也知道喬什強姦了你 I know that Josh raped you!
-你算個什麼東西 -不 求你了 - Oh, God, how dare you? - No, please!
聽我說 你對我說過一模一樣的話 Listen to me, you said those exact same words to me!
還記得嗎 喬什 Remember, Josh?
我們第一次做愛 在你強姦我之後 The first time we had sex... after you raped me.
凱蒂 凱蒂 Kitty. Kitty.
上帝啊 Oh, my God.
沒事了 親愛的 都結束了 It's okay, honey. It's over.
沒事了 It's okay.
喬什當時在找一間頂層公寓 When Josh was looking at lofts,
我們開遍了整個曼哈頓 we drove all over Manhattan.
然後我們一起吃了午餐 And we had lunches together
看完房後又一起去喝酒 and drinks after appointments.
明白 你們之間的職業關係轉變為私密關係 Sure, so your professional relationship turned personal.
喬什真的幫助我重拾信心 Josh really helped me build my confidence.
我是說 我當時是房地產新人 I mean, I was new to real estate.
而他又有魅力又非常支持我 He was charming and really supportive.
他性侵你的那天發生了什麼 What happened on the day he assaulted you?
喬什和我去看了清單上的幾間房子 Josh and I went to see a couple listings.
我穿著一條 I had on this...
紅色絲綢連衣裙 高跟鞋 red silk dress, heels.
那晚我計劃和朋友們出去玩 I had plans to go out with friends that night.
好的 Yeah.
我們去看了在切爾西的公寓 We went to look at a loft in Chelsea.
你們現在住的地方 The one you live in now.
我們當時在看臥室 We were checking out the bedroom
就在那時他抓住了我的手腕 and that's when he grabbed me by the waist
然後他開始親我 and he started kissing me.
我有點受寵若驚 And I was kind of flattered,
所以我也親了他 so I kissed him back.
但之後他重重的把我推到床上 But then he pushed me hard on the bed...
然後他趴在我的身上 And he climbed on top of me.
-你告訴過他停下嗎 -一遍又一遍 - Did you tell him to stop? - Over and over again.
但這讓他更加的肆無忌憚 It just made him more aggressive.
他掀起了我的裙子 He pulled up my dress...
然後強姦了我 and he raped me.
事後我還開車送他回家 And then I drove him home.
聽著 Hey.
那並不意味著他對你所做的是可行的 That doesn't make what he did to you okay.
我對於發生的一切感到很迷茫 I was so confused about what had happened.
他在第二天打電話給我 He called me the next day
叫我為那間頂層公寓出價 and asked me to make an offer on the loft.
賣家同意後 他還拿著鮮花和香檳 When the seller accepted, he showed up at my apartment
出現在我的家門口 with flowers and champagne.
說是之前對我有點粗暴表示歉意 It was an apology for being so rough with me.
當我試著和他談起這件事時 When I tried to talk to him about it,
他說不介意我之前用性行為 he said it was okay that I used my sexuality
來鞏固這層關係 to cement the relationship.
他是個變態 He's sick.
拉娜 Lana...
我必須得問你是否願意上庭去指證 I need to ask if you're willing to testify against him
他對你所做的一切 for what he did to you.
我以前不願意承認他的真實面目 I didn't wanna admit to myself what he really was.
但是當凱蒂重複著他對我說的 Yeah, but when Kitty repeated the very same things
同樣的話 he said to me...
我願意 Yes.
我會作證的 I'll testify.
再一次 去逮捕他 Pick him up... again.
到底是怎麼回事 What's going on here?
新的立案 律師 一級強姦罪 It's a new case, Counselor. Rape One.
你設法把你的魔爪伸向了 You managed to sink your claws into
另一個假想的受害者嗎 another supposed victim?
我不是這間屋子裡魔鬼 I'm not the one who has claws here.
你的當事人才是 That would be your client.
一個悲傷的女人來找你幫忙 A grieving woman came to you for help.
而就在一個小時內 And in the space of an hour,
你就想方設法去毀了她的人生 you managed to destroy her life.
話雖如此 這次的逮捕是關於什麼 Be that as it may, what's this new arrest about?
上訴證人名叫拉娜·斯塔沃斯 The complaining witness's name is Lana Stallworth.
-很有趣 -等一下 不可能 - Very funny. - Hold on, no way.
不 拉娜永遠不會背叛我的 No, Lana would never turn on me.
不會嗎 No?
就在我們談話期間她正在大陪審團面前作證 She's testifying in front of the Grand Jury as we speak.
我把這些女人想要的都給了她們 I gave both those women exactly what they wanted.
不 你欺騙她們去相信 No, you conned them into believing...
那是她們想要的 That that's what they wanted.
就像任何優秀騙子一樣 And like any good con man,
你說服了自己說 you've convinced yourself
你的受害者都是咎由自取 that your victims got what they deserved.
你完蛋了 醫生 You are done, Doctor.
你完蛋了 You're done.
是的 我是說 我現在正在 Yeah, I mean, I've been seeing
看你推薦的心理醫生 the therapist you recommended.
她已經對我有所幫助 She's really helping me already.
很高興聽到這個 Very glad to hear that.
要知道 你經歷了很多 You know, you've been through a lot.
我想說 我仍有許多的事要做 I mean, I still have a lot of work to do.
我還沒決定好該怎麼去應對這個孩子 I haven't decided what I'm gonna do about this baby.
我是說 我之前很確定我要去墮胎 I mean, I thought for sure I was gonna get an abortion.
現在呢 And now?
今天早上我感覺到寶寶在踢我 I felt the baby kick this morning.
這使我想起了之前你對我說的 It really reminded me of what you said,
在我身上發生的事並不是這個孩子的錯 you know, what happened to me is not this baby's fault.
那並不意味著之後的道路不會步履維艱 That doesn't mean that it's not gonna be hard.
要知道 我認識的很多女性與你有過相同的處境 You know, I've known women in your exact position
她們決定去撫養她們的女兒或兒子長大 who have decided to raise their daughter or their son.
大多數時間裡她們對此奮不顧身 And some days they don't even think about it,
而在某些時候 and other days...
要知道 即使你的孩子 You know, even though your baby
是在暴力行為中孕育出來的 was conceived in an act of violence,
你的孩子是無辜的 your baby is innocent...
理應得到那無條件的愛 and deserves to be unconditionally loved.
答應我 如果你決定成為一個母親 Promise me that... if you decide to become a mother...
你會記住這句話 That you'll remember that.
我會的 I will.
保重 Take care.
法律與秩序:特殊受害者 第二十季 第十九集 「親愛的來賓 Dearly Beloved」
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